Archive for June, 2009

Dream Theater

Hey, the new Dream Theater album is out. I mean the new CD is out.

They will always be albums to me. I still remember the first one I bought myself. I was 11 and taking guitar lessons at a local music store. They also sold records. This was way before Best Buy. I bought Aerosmith’s Live Bootleg. What a great album. I still have it. Its at my dad’s house. It now looks like a Lays Wavy Chip.

Anyway the new DT album has some lyrics right out of the Big Book in it. Hmmm.

So DT still tears it up after all these years. Some cools jams on the album and some just ok stuff on it.

Good day today. Rode my mower around the yard because the FUCKING RAIN stopped for like ten minutes. Man I have had enough of the rain.

We moved the kids bedtime an hour later and I let them ride their bikes out front almost all on their own. They are growing up.

I pray on the way to work in the morning. Its 45 minutes worth of praying. The favorite part of my praying is asking God to watch over Destiny and her brother. Both their parents ran out on them. Why does it make me feel so serene? I think its because I feel in my heart that my prayer is making a difference in their lives.

Today was a good day.



Sorry for the goofiness lately but I’m in pain. My brother is going through a long drawn out divorce and its so fucking hard watching him go through it. I love my brother and we went through living fucking hell growing up. I take some refuge in the fact that today my life is so good but he has yet another pile of shit from people who are supposed to love you. I went fishing with him a few days ago and it was hard. He was on his cell phone to his kids and you could tell when his wife got on the phone. I feel cursed. My brother and I are capable of extreme emotions from tenderness to rage. I just feel like we got a bum start and are stuck with that RAGE. No wonder we are both metal heads. Anyway sorry for the goofy posts lately, I’m just not in a good place.

Hi, hello.

This is my most meaningful post yet.



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